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tartaglia ✧ "childe" ([personal profile] acutabove) wrote in [community profile] gacharolls2021-08-06 12:01 am

>> 005 | I’m a soldier, not a plaything


[ Liyue is burning.

It had only been a few hours since the Snezhnayan army had landed on the city’s shores and in that time the soldiers had wasted no time cutting a swath of destruction and violence throughout the safe harbor. Merchant’s stalls were tipped over, their contents ransacked and pillaged. Temples burned on hilltops, shrines to the gods splattered with blood and viscera of their most devout followers. Ornate, gilded residences once home to nobles and elite politicians crumbled by the wayside and bodies of Liyue’s former citizens bled together in red trickles of blood that flowed like rivers through the streets.

Whatever class system that had been put in place before was inconsequential. There was far too much carnage to pick out the robes of a noble from ones of a commoner, and all parties bled the same.

It was uncertain what had prompted the attack. For all extents and purposes negotiations had been fine, with some trade ships conducting business as usual between the two nations as recently as a week ago.

One of the bodies laying in the street was a small figure garbed in Liyuen clothing, clutching a Snezhnayan matryoshka doll. Childe, better known as Tartaglia to his servants and Ajax to his close family, glanced over the grim sight and murmured a soft prayer before continuing on his way through the city. The bottoms of his boots and trousers were soaked with blood, stained until the fabric changed from a dull grey to a red so deep it was practically black.

He’d been pulled from his chambers by one of his men stumbling in, clothes ripped and tattered, blood flowing from a wound in his side. He’d yelled something about a surprise Millelith ambush and how several of his comrades had already been taken out while they were ransacking the Golden House, and then promptly passed out.

As Childe made his way there he took note of the destruction of the city with something like satisfaction and elation in his dark blue eyes. Perhaps it was because of his status as a Harbinger or maybe because his upbringing was less than conventional, but this was the sort of environment that he thrived in.

Bodies of Liyuen citizens littered the ground underfoot in the walk he took to reach the doors of the Golden House, and before stepping within he noted how they were slightly ajar, small handprints of blood standing out on the wood next to larger ones slimmer than his own.

How strange. He wondered if people had tried to take sanctuary here before the Fatui found them, or if they’d been chased here and sought to make their final stand in one of Liyue’s most well-known landmarks.

He sincerely hoped no blood got on the mora. From the last time he’d visited the mint he remembered that the caretakers tended to just leave it laying around in piles.

As he steps inside Childe finds himself staring at a scene of such carnage and violence he can’t help the catch of his breath, the way his pupils dilate while something warm and hot burns under his skin.

His men lay on the floor, clothes ripped and torn with the press of a blade or a spear. It’s a pole arm, he concludes, when he lifts his eyes and catches sight of a few more of his men surrounding a man with long brown hair dipped in gold.

And gods, he thinks. This man is a vision.

He wields the pole arm effortlessly, as though it’s another part of him. Childe watches as his men go flying with the force used against them, the butt of the shaft used in connection with an open palm to force the Fatui into giving the foreigner a wide berth.

Childe thinks he recognizes the uniform as something of similar make to the Millelith, but he’s not sure. There’s too much blood staining down the man’s front to be able to tell, and Childe hopes not all of it is this beautiful foreigner’s. ]


Enough. [ He calls out, voice ringing authoritatively in the open space. His men on the floor groan in reply. Childe keeps his gaze on the man in front of him, desire thrumming through his veins. ]

You’ve given my men quite the work out, haven’t you? [ It comes out teasingly as though there isn’t a Fatui lying limp with his arm missing. ]

My name is Tartaglia, Eleventh of Her Majesty the Tsaritsa’s Harbingers. But you can call me Childe.

[ And he smiles, the gesture so innocent it’s unfitting for the bloody scene all around them. ]

And what are you called, my lovely?
geocash: (♪To find the missing lifeline)

[personal profile] geocash 2021-08-09 07:19 am (UTC)(link)
If I were going to try to force an escape by killing myself, you wouldn't have been able to bring me back here.

[There's not an ounce of hesitation in the reply, and the foreigner himself shifts to step forward. As he does, one hand rises to remove his earring, then his hair clasp - both of which he places in front of Childe on his way past.

It's something of a reminder - that he did still have some measure of option, and that he's relinquishing them in front of this man. He isn't beaten yet, and he doesn't plan to be.]


Your familiarity with my parts is not reassuring, nor is the evident inevitability of your intention. Acting like a child who has never been rebuked will not endear me, if you truly do want to know my name.

[Even so, he threads fingers through his own hair, letting it fall down his back and obscure Childe's shameless view as he moves to climb into the tub. There's no sense in postponing this part of the process, and honestly... his body aches fiercely. Getting clean and seeing the actual extent of his injuries will be a boon itself.

He pays no mind, then, to the bloom of red that immediately snakes over the water's surface, long-dried blood warming to be wicked away.]
geocash: (♪Until I drown)

[personal profile] geocash 2021-08-09 07:55 am (UTC)(link)
If you act like a child, it is only natural that you will be treated as one. Perhaps you should have considered that before.

[Zhongli is remarkably still, despite the closeness of the harbinger. It's all concentration of course, and his gaze falls to the twisting swirl of blood, their patterns all but indescribable.

In another circumstance, he would enjoy this. Would soak until his wounds had become soft and easily ignored, and then take a long rest. Like this... he'd honestly like to get out of here as soon as possible, find a place to sit and brood alone for a while. And then, of course, Childe is pouring something into his hand - some sort of soap, he can only assume. He can't tell by scent, not immediately amid the plethora of them in the room.]


I do not require your assistance to wash my hair, nor have I requested thus. Your false concern is unnecessary.

[He'll still sink into the tub more though, making it easy to wet his hair after a moment. After all, he really does want to be out of here. If he has to half-lose to do so, it's worth it.]
geocash: (♪She told me shading made everything)

[personal profile] geocash 2021-08-09 08:24 am (UTC)(link)
[It's a strange question - not in that Childe asks, but in that the answer is somewhat twisted and secretive. At one time, long ago, he had perhaps been taken care of this way. It was a different land then, though. Moreover, it's a story he cannot, and will not, share.

Still, it shows in little ways. Tiny, nearly microscopic little moments of relaxation happen naturally as Childe's fingers work in slow, gentle actions to wash his hair. Struggling to hide them all takes too much concentration when it's already at a premium. If he's not paying complete attention though, it would be easy to ignore.

Would he blush in another situation? It's difficult to say. As it stands now, he just exhales an irritated noise at the words.]


That you have so little faith in my ability to take care of myself despite your minions is equally infuriating. I am a soldier, I have a job to do. Being taken care of isn't a factor, and I do not want it. Less still do I have any interest in receiving it from someone who has no more concern for a child as an adult, fit to protect oneself. Whatever you want, you may take, and there may be nothing I can do about it. That, I suppose, is the spoil of the victor, no matter how reprehensible.

[... He might really be fixating on the slaughter. It's probably no surprise, though - in some measure, he blames himself for it. If he were faster, if he had realised sooner, if he had more power - they're easy cycles to fall into. Liyue was his city, more than he thinks Childe will ever know.]
geocash: (♪The selfish reason)

[personal profile] geocash 2021-08-09 08:59 am (UTC)(link)
Is that supposed to appease me? You vastly underestimate my awareness of what it is to protect the whole of a country. I may be aware of the price paid in war, but there are always ways to mitigate the heaviness of them. Even here.

[There is, for a moment, a little bit of a disconnect there - Zhongli speaks like he knows more of Snezhnaya than he should, with a certainty he assuredly should not. It's easy to dismiss with his personality, though.

He's otherwise quiet as Childe works, gaze distant and cool. From time to time, it's like he's not here at all, and perhaps that's true. Perhaps he's just imagining the salt-laden shores of Liyue, the warmth of the sun and scent of flowers in the harbor. In moments, his expression is briefly almost soft even. It frosts again when Childe tells him to close his eyes.

Unsurprising, really, and it isn't until the last moment as the harbinger tilts his head back that he acquiesces, muscles coiled tight. He doesn't have to worry about dying here, but there are worse things than death. Still... it's fine. It will be fine, somehow. When he speaks, eyes still closed, his voice reverberates against Childe's fingers.]


That trait is one shared by many of Liyue's protectors. I would not wish them in this position in my stead, but of course it isn't sensible. This is the act of someone intent on breaking something, with little positive intent behind them.

[It's unkind, he's aware. But... well, he was brutalised and kept weakened on a ship, taken to Snezhnaya under the express insistence that he was some kind of pet. It's only natural to be unkind in that situation.]
geocash: (♫There is still hope for us)

[personal profile] geocash 2021-08-09 09:29 am (UTC)(link)
[Ah. Childe reaches down, and he's given his first little triumph. His prize flinches at the grasp, caught in the inevitable loop of 'what do I do?' The answer is just to harden his expression, staying still as possible.

It's just another manipulation tactic. Another play at dominance and trying to wear him down. He has to be careful, in turn.]


... you think Liyue is gone, just like that? [He could laugh if it wasn't so frustrating.] The country has survived worse in its time, and it will survive worse in future.

Whether or not I have a place protecting her then is irrelevant. But I have no reason to believe she will fall, so even in this situation... is this really your best attempt at breaking me? To insult my intent? Perhaps I misjudged you.

You're better off trying to break my body than my pride.

[It's a dangerous prospect, but it's true. Zhongli has worlds of guilt, but they're facts that spur him on rather than drag him down.]
geocash: (♪One of the lost ones)

[personal profile] geocash 2021-08-09 09:48 am (UTC)(link)
I would simply prefer that to these feeble attempts at manipulating some measure of guilt, as though I didn't give everything for my country.

[His voice is notably strained when he responds, and there's no real surprise there. Not with Childe teasing his cock just so, eking out small reactions despite everything.]

... is that how you want it? [A ragged edge slips into his tone as fingers curl and squeeze, and he finally reaches out to grip the harbinger's wrist and try to pull it away from his groin.] So much for your sweet words wondering who I really am. Worry not, harbinger. I will fight you until I've nothing left, and still then.

[His gaze is sharp and angry when he speaks, weight shifting with the intent to stand and perhaps put even a little space between them. It won't do him much good, but still.]
geocash: (♪Colours of empathy blending with doubt)

[personal profile] geocash 2021-08-09 11:01 am (UTC)(link)
[Every movement Childe makes here is boggling to the warrior. Fingers toy with his hair and he struggles not to squirm again; the very thought is hesitant, as though the thought alone could have been brought about by the harbinger somehow.

It's easily as baffling as how he moves away, leaves skin somewhat lost without its touch. He ignores that, of course.]


... and we simply can't have that, can we?

[It's a sarcastic mutter as he moves. The intent is obvious - his relaxation and the warmth of the water are over and gone. Childe holding out a towel for him is just another factor. It's more fabric than the entirety of what he's been told he'll wear... and it reminds him of that somehow, as though he could ever forget. What is this man, even?]

... you're really planning on putting me in those scraps, after all this.

[He feels tired, bringing it up. Of course he will, because Zhongli is his pet. Even so, when he rises to step toward the man, he does so with head held high and the same disgust in his expression. His silence is fairly telling, too - he could snap his jaws like an angry pup, but he won't. His ire will exist in the silence between them, curling into his words only when he has to respond. It's all he intend to give the young man, of course.]
geocash: (♪A tapestry of us)

[personal profile] geocash 2021-08-09 12:22 pm (UTC)(link)
How it looks could not be further from my considerations...

[Left to his own devices for a moment, Zhongli finally allows himself a brief reprise to really think about what's happened here. Fingers work to dry his hair, mind wandering back into some brooding space.

This... really is what he's become. Hands rest on the counter as it dawns, and his facade crumbles for a time. Here, with only any mirror to catch it, his body trembles, head bowed low.

The very thought is repulsive. A proud warrior, brought low and suffering the frustration of defeat, the agonising effort of traveling to Snezhnaya. Brought to a singular room and then furnished with little more than glorified scraps and jewels to wear.

He doesn't allow himself the shimmer of tears and the telltale puffy skin therein. He doesn't even allow himself the satisfaction of hitting something, instead forcing himself to grit his teeth and step back into the other half of the room, to be reminded of just what it is he'll be wearing. They'll cover him, but barely. Celestia help him if he does get hard, too.]


I suppose I should be relieved at that, but I'm also aware of what that means you're intending.

[It's all he has to say on the matter, and his nose wrinkles with the dawning realisation that he'll have to allow Childe to put the mess on. It's simply too little fabric with too many clasps and little details.]

Fine. Let's get this over with.
geocash: (♪Until I drown)

[personal profile] geocash 2021-08-09 02:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[Zhongli would be lying to say there was no curiosity in him, watching Childe beam so. He doesn't really make any logical sense, slipping from cold and unerring, threatening in every way, to this warm, bright expression. It's something he hasn't seen, and it's enough to stump him utterly for a time.

Childe really is lucky he doesn't understand how strong his draw is. Though, in this limited space, how much could he take advantage of it...?

Then again, he's not thinking about that at all. He's thinking about the way Childe is dressing him, hands warm and close. The slip of silk over his skin is enough to make him shiver, and for a moment, he's too distracted to slap hands away from his hips.

He's getting complacent. How... troublesome. There isn't much he can do about it though.]


... don't be coy. We both know where this is going. You have your pet, you may as well start acting like it. Stop treating me like I have any say in the matter.

[It would be easier, he thinks, than this strange back and forth.]
geocash: (♪I don't ever want to be)

[personal profile] geocash 2021-08-10 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
Playful banter.

[Zhongli scoffs, but leaves it at that. Fingers curl around strands of his hair and he allows it - for the moment, it's relatively harmless. It certainly isn't hurting his temperature having him relatively nearby.

On the subject of heat, Childe isn't entirely wrong. It's not the coldest place to be, even still damp as he is, but it's not pleasant. Goosebumps rise on skin and the last dregs of dampness cling to him like a jealous lover, in ways the sheer fabric nearly fails to do so.

His fingers are even cold to the touch when Childe grasps his hand, and he hesitates a moment on the way to the bed.]


I imagine you will quite graciously keep me warm, if I simply accept?

[He would, of course, rather not. Childe may have kept his hands to himself before, but over the night and onward? That's harder to say. If he's honest, he wishes the harbinger would just be overt about it - not knowing when to expect it leaves his already exhausted body still on high alert.

At first, at least, he's not willing to take the offered kindness at all, simply sitting at the edge of the bed. Maybe, he thinks, he'd rather use the chaise lounge. Anywhere but near this... man. Perhaps that's a little childish, but he's exhausted enough to be petty for once.]
geocash: (♪As it pools on the ground)

[personal profile] geocash 2021-08-10 06:19 am (UTC)(link)
[He hasn't wished for his abilities so strongly in ages. This was never meant to be an easy task - letting go of his place as both guide and protector had been a reluctant necessity.

That's largely unrelated, though. He sits, stubbornly, as the cold seeps into the relative comfort of the room, sinking into fingers and toes and turning his nipples into perky little bumps in his clothes. Even the jewelry seems bent on freezing him into the snake's embrace.]


I don't need your help. The blankets alone would be enough, and this bed is large. Even if I agreed to lie there, I'm not asking for more. My pride and I will be fine. I have survived worse.

[But... ultimately, after a while, he can't deny it any more. His gaze flicks to Childe with an expression of dismay, perhaps even disgust on his face, and he rises up to lift the blankets.]

Just... stay there.

[As if he's not the one being ordered around here.]
geocash: (♫A phantom divine)

[personal profile] geocash 2021-08-10 07:18 am (UTC)(link)
[He'd forgotten how fragile human bodies are. Even beneath the covers, his body settles itself into a notable, frustrating shiver. It's fine, he tells himself, the feeling will start coming back and the shuddering will subside.

Childe speaks and his gaze slides to the Snezhnayan, a gruff little exhale as his eyes close.]


You're still acting like I have a choice. If you decide you want something, that is your right as the victor, isn't it?

[He could probably stand to give Childe a small victory, but... ah. He doesn't want to. Not yet. The Harbinger has already proven that if he really wants, his hands will do as they like, regardless of Zhongli's thoughts on the matter.]

I ache. If that's all, I would like to rest.

[As he speaks, ignoring the chill of the blankets even against his skin, he turns away from Childe to settle himself in the space. He wasn't lying - he certainly aches, both from the cold and from the injuries (which, he suspects, will feel worse in the morning thanks to said cold on the myriad of bruises).]
geocash: (♪Watching the needle)

[personal profile] geocash 2021-08-10 08:54 am (UTC)(link)
[For one minute, two even, he thinks maybe he'll be able to rest. The heavy furs and soft mattress are almost enough to doze off in. It's a luxury he's really not used to.

... And then, there's the sound of movement over the howling of the winds and noise of the palace shifting in its anger. Sound turns to heat, and against his aching and cold body, it's almost, almost a salve. If it weren't the very man who advocated his current predicament, the gesture could almost be sweet.

Perhaps a bit less sweet, with how fast Childe's cock hardens between them, hot and thick against his skin for a moment before the harbinger slides down to lift his leg up. With little recourse, he just... allows it, not quite freezing and perhaps gritting his teeth as he speaks.]


... Ah. You have other pets you accost? Whores, perhaps, unable to refuse your whims? At least I won't be alone in this discomfort, then.

[His tone is cold, but he's much too worn for anything more than that. At least it's just that, for now.]

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